I Got Promoted!

Erm... I got promoted to Sec 4. just cause i managed to pass my eng and 2 other sub. but i'm down for PUMP. not only that. My parent(s) need to meet Mr Soon on Fri i think. I haven't got the form yet, but i noe tt already cause i dun need to see P, VP or FT...
I don't think i'm gona have an enjoyable hols and nxt yr will b worse if i slack...

Marking day

today's marking day. even so, i still got to go back to sch to help stock check CO instruments cos i'm instrument incharge. however, the other instument inchargehave work and can't go back today. so i wonder who's gonna go...
I'm a little scared of getting back results the next 2 days. i'm not sure if i had done well for EOY. anyway, i've done my best, so i shou;dn't really feel tt bad. i think it's ok as long as i dun nid to retain....

CY: Good luck for your violin exam. there's no need to be scared or anything. you should try to relax a little. don't think too much about your exam. sometimes, you just gotta believe in yourself. I believe that everything will be alright...
I will jiayou! the ppl in my class are sort of treating me btr. they dun really disturb me tt much anymore. even if they choose to annoy me, i just ignore them. what for should i get so worked up over their immature actions? they are not worth my care and concern. although they don't treat me tt well, i still care abt them. i'll still help them if they nid help, i guess.
有时发生过的事就别去多管了。那个人可能也像你一样，不知该做些什么，说些什么。就像我说过：有时侯，我们得主动与对方把事说清楚，一切也就结束了。

若我的华文不太好，请原谅。我没用华文 blog 过(:

Wedding Dinner

Buggy and Weifeng, pls dun comment on how traditional this is...

18/10/2009

This morn, i woke up at almost 9 cos i slept quite late last nite. After a quick breakfast, mum and dad brought Benny and I to IMM to get our hair cut so that we look presentable for tonite's dinner. However, the salon opens only at 10:30 and mum and dad were rushing for time, so Benny had his hair cut instead. I had to wait till my mum comes home in the afternoon before i have my fringe trimmed by her -.-"

After Benny's haircut, we went home while mum and dad send my grandpartents for the tea ceremony. I probably spent the whole day playing games till it was time to get changed and stuff.

I enjoyed the dinner very much. I chat with my cousin and realatives. Come to think of it, it's probably been almost 10 yrs since i last attended a wedding dinner cos the last 2 time was when mum's cousins were married and it was probably my PSLE yr. so Barney actually got to go while I stayed at home with Benny to study. Barney actually got to go cos he eats alot and he like to take photo with the digital camera. -.-"The last time i attended a wedding dinner, i was probably in pre-school.
Anyway, I learnt a little today. I learnt that it is alright to drink once in a while. But one should not drink too much and get oneself drunk. Mum says that drinking too much can also cause liver damage. sometimes, i wonder why some adults just don't really care much about their own health. i mean, you are grown up, so u should take care of yourself and not let ppl worry abt you.
It's like 19/10/2009 1:20 am already. i think i should be sleeping soon. I've still got piano lesson tonite. till probably 9:15 and dad is flying to NewZealand...

The Great Singapore Sing-Along

17/10/2009
This afternoon, after dropping off Benny at Mrs Choo's place for his theory lesson, Dad, Barney and I went over to my aunt's place to wait for mum before going down to Marina to get Bareny his clothes for uncle EJun's wedding dinner tmr nite. I went to Times bookshop while they go get Barney his clothes. After that, we went to Burger King to buy dinner. Then, we walked over to the________(is it the floating platform or sth? u noe the place where we hav NDP?)
We sang quite a number of old songs, a few hokkien and canto songs.
Although it was just a concert, there was a lesson to be learnt. there was something to learn from the show host. they tried to drag time and make the programme longer at the start. they over did it and the programe couldn't end on time, they even had to skip the last few songs as well. I think that we should waste time at the start. as in we should grab hold of the time we have. for example, we should study weeks or even months before our exams start so that we won't feel too stressed and we don't have to burn midnight oil, studying till late at night...
I think that's all for today. it's quite late le. Infact, it's past midnight already and i should be slping cos i've got a wedding dinner to attend tmr....

Exams Ending...

Last paper left. and it's Chi LC -.-" anyway, i'll probably blog abt my wkend sometime nxt wk. last nite i attended a concert and tonite, i'm attending my uncle's(frm my extended family) wedding dinner.
i nid go take a shower. post again(:

Chem today...

CY, I'm not sure when you'll visit this blog...
Hope things are getting btr already. sometimes, things can get complicated or confusing even. there will be times when things don't work out the way we want them to.
Once, someone told me that an incident tt have just happened couldn't be controled. i was furious. 'what do u mean by it can't be controled?' i thought. I felt that there may be certain things that i can't control but it is sth this person can control.
The point is, at times, we might not be able to control certain things.
I know that u want to be happy. However, there will be times u will feel sad. I would like to live a simple life. Some people might think that I'm no longer the person they used to know. In school, I learnt many things. not just what is in my textbooks. I learnt about life. I learn that there will be times when you will feel sad. It need not be due to the fact that I didn't do well in sch. I can be due to the fact that i dun fit in. When i've got no one to talk to, i will feel lonely. when i'm 'bullied' i will feel sad. When i've got tests or exams, i'll feel stressed. I've seen people worse than those frm 6E'06. I thought that my last 2 yrs in NHPS would be one filled with more bad memories than the good times I've had. I shall tell you that i'm wrong. Here, thing that happen are often even bizarre than what i've seen in NHPS.
Time can change a person. what one is like, how one behaves and stuff like that. sometimes, time makes things btr, sometimes, it makes things worse. sometimes, it is btr to forget someone or sth than to rmb it and feel sad.
Don't blame yourself for your curiousity. sometimes, people might get the wrong impression of you because of the people you hang out with. However, i do not encourage you to keep your distance from people. I have friends who are good. i've got friends who are bad. sometimes, we just gotta make the right choice.

I think i'll stop here for now. I should start studying for my chem now...

Geography...

I think i screwed it. i was cramming things into my head last minute cos i couldn't get anythin into tt brain of mine earlier on. i was 'distracted' by the pc -.-"

6 more papers to go.

Actually, there's 7 more papers. but the last does not require much effort other than a listening ear. the last paper is on 19th. it is CL Listening Compre. Have got hist and emath on mon. tues is geo. then the rest i can't really rmb clearly...
Good thing that my uncle's wedding dinner is the aft all the 6 important papers end. I think i'll talk about this wk's papers 1st...
I sort of screwed my chi. I had forgotten to write my qn no. for my situational and compo. and i had like half an hr of time to do nth? i was trying to think wat i've forgotten about. I even forgot to write my name till last minute.
SS was quite ok. I'm always so lucky. watever i study will be tested. I studied most on Healthcare and I knew that goverenance won't be tested. true enough, I was right again.
I think I should be mugging now.
I'll probably blog when i feel stressed if not, i dun think i'll blog till the 16th...

EOY English

I think I screwed up quite a little. Since the paper is over, I should just concentrate on other subjects now. I should not think too much and ltr screw my other paper as well. my class is treating me btr already. although i dun really feel much diff, but i noe things are starting to become btr.

Wei Feng: I did not mean to give u such a negative reply. i was feeling low. u understand rite? anyway, JY for EOY! This year is your streaming year. must do well can?

Chungyan: I'm sort of busy now. still struggling to settle down and not get distracted by other stuff. tag me or drop me an email when you're free...