I MISS THOSE DAYS WE SPENT TOGETHER...

Chung Yan, i know that you miss us all. I miss you too. You are a really good friend. You're the best person i've ever met. You comforted me when I was down, it's like you were always there for me. I know that everyone felt sad when you had to go. I remembered that everyone cried, but I didn't. I just couldn't. Sometimes, I would wonder how life would be if you hadn't left.
Even though I have a good friend in secondary school. I don't find much changes to my life. I still go to school everyday, just like when we were still studying in NHPS. She is quite good. really. but no matter, you'll still be my best friend.
I find life wierd sometimes. When you seperate from your friends, you usually keep in touch at first because you miss each other. But as time goes by, you never think of each other anymore. you lose contact, you no longer keep in touch with that friend. It's like living in a different world. It seems to be the opposite for me. I know you more when you left. I felt sad when you left, but i never knew how to express my feelings. I was sad when you left, but I didn't cry. Something inside me told me not to cry. When we took our class photo in P6, you just left. The 1st thing I though of was to send it to you. Ping Fang and I bought you a class photo each (a formal and a informal) Fred left soon. He told me to send him the class photo. I didn't know his address then, so I e-mailed it to him. I felt happy when you sent me that Christmas card. Do you still remember the 1st e-mail i sent to you? and the next one? I'll send you an e-mail almost everyday until you called me one day... it was august 2006. You called me because I've been sending you so many e-mails. well, that time, I not only wanted to keep in touch with you, but also to tell you what's happening in school and around me...
Sometimes, I still miss those days we e-mail each other (that was before i had msn)
Is it coincidence that you're online everytime I have someting to tell you? I am always looking forward to meeting you again, cause it's only then, can we chat and joke and hear each other's voice. People will change, for me, I hadn't changed much. what bout you?
Pei Yu and I lost contact for quite sometime until near the holidays did we chat on the phone.
Even though Sharon is very good to me (She's more than what I've expected) but You're still the one I always think of...

Sec 2 Camp!

Sec2 camp quite fun except for the toilet. the toilet is so dirty lors... (dun wan talk bout it liaos, if not i wanna puke)
there's this siao kia in grp 6... he's so wierd lars. 1st dae i was serving lunch, then instructor sae must take everything, so i tell him must take the tofu. then he became angry and shout " I DON'T WANT TO EAT TOFU MEANS I DON'T WANT TO EAT TOFU!" then he see bugs, he ask bugs to f*** off... he dare not cross the bridge also lors...
btw, i also 4got what i want to sae now... i'll post another dae...

30/4/08 My Dream

Had this weird dream this morn...
i recieved many letters. then my dad threw them. then i found it in my bag...
i had a similar dream last year. something to do with frens again...
i ain't gonna talk bout it. ask me in sch i u wanna noe....
uncle Ze Yi's bdae tmr, so we celebrating it tonite at grandaunt's place. Baby Mark is so funny. He lifted the chair up and down and made his mum do 'weight lifting' excercise. then i help my aunt also. then the baby wanted to lift it up and down so many times. when dad took away the two chairs, the baby very angry then go to his dad. He's so cute lors, then we played for quite somtime till it was time for me to go. i went home with ah gong, ah mah and my 2bros. then we fetched uncle chen chen and ah pin gu po po home...
i mean chen. uncle chen chen ask me not to call him uncle. mayb he feel old when i call him uncle chen chen. i think i'll have to call him chen instead. like dad calling ah hong grand uncle ah hong...

28/4/08 Chinese Paper

chat with CY on sat aft dinner. must be wondering why i didn't go ah mah's house rite? i've decided to stay home to study chi with ah gong. chat with Cy for a short while only, talked bout lots of stuff... sch and exams... She sae my chi quite good, but seriously, CY i think ur chi is better than mine, i guess, from the words my aunt used when she chat with me frm HK. she's still schooling of course... the chi paper asked something bout where mas selamat might be hiding. then my ans was in a cemetary. in kopi hill, it's hard for some ppl (including my family) to find and locate their ancestors' tombstone. so i came to this conclusion that since it's not so easy to find something which is in a fixed positions, then it might not be easy to find mas selamat there, cause that place is like a forest. the police will have a hard time looking for u if u hide there. he won't need to worry bout food too. since it's cemetary, then there'll surely be food rite? ppl who go there to pay respect to their' ancestors would leave food there. then mas selamat can eat.
but i've forgotten that it is disrespect to the dead if u do so...